the world has come to an end
life is no longer a happy journey
it's a never ending nightmare
I keep running blind
in a maze I can't figure out
the hunger of food
turns in my stomach
but I can't eat
won't enjoy the taste of meat
just throw it all up again
my body is already getting used
to my miserable lifestyle again
the mood sets in my psyche
my mental statements are gone
I'm swimming in a flood of confusion
and every third second
I'm about to drown
and my tears are filling the flood
so it gets deeper
I am the reason for my own death
drugs quiet the war
but it won't defeat it
I have to get out of my flood of tears
return to the ground
but how can I find a safe spot
when I'm a danger to myself
in another life
another world
I probably wouldn't be so damn miserable
fuck life and what it's for
I let myself drown
in my flood of tears
With Love,
Heidi Fantasio
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