That Wednesday

That wednesday
When my world crashed
My heart stopped its beating
I fell in a deep ocean of sorrow
My soul turned black
My thoughts lost its focus
Who was I?
Where was I heading?
How could I possibly live my life
Without you in it?
Ever
To live forever
In a world without you
To hold me, take care of me
Hug me, kiss me, lust after me
What kind of life is that?
How did I become so addicted to you
And your twisted way of liking me?
That wednesday
Something happend to me
I walked the streets and got hit by a car
As I stood there and the car crashed into me
I didn’t care
I wanted it to hit me
Make me pass out and never wake up again
Let me forget the life I had with you
Let me forget my love for you
Let me forget my lust after you
I miss you most in the night
When it’s dark outside and you used to hold me
In your arms until I fell asleep
You did something to me I can never explain
And before I knew it
You took it away from me
Everything

Every wednesday is a bad day now
How could I do this to myself?